January 2012
5 posts
May 2011
1 post
You say good morning when it’s midnight Going out of my head, alone in this bed I wake up to your sunset & it’s driving me mad I miss you so bad
& my heart is so jet lagged
March 2011
2 posts
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
vahlience:
I love everything about the Born This Way video, especially because there was sugar skull inspired makeup, that was awesome!
August 2010
1 post
June 2010
1 post
May 2010
5 posts
“We made a deal a while ago. Men, babies, doesn’t matter. We’re...”
– Samantha (SATC2)
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside & even though I tried, it all fell apart. What it meant to be will eventually be a memory of the time I tried so hard & got so far, but in the end it doesn’t even matter. I put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go. For all this, there’s only one thing you should know.
Don't make someone a priority if to them you're...
It’s a lesson I learnt the hard way,
but I won’t repeat my mistake again.
April 2010
17 posts
“Be thankful for what you have; you’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on...”
– Oprah Winfrey
“The hardest part is not to decide what to choose but what to forgo.”
Bliss
is ignorance.
Life after you
is no different.
cause you weren’t ever there for me anyway.
Tell me what's the point in fighting
We’ll all end up with scars.
& I’ve already bled so much for you.
“The wise speak when they have something to say,
the fools speak when they have...”
why does tonight have to end? why don’t we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts we’ll skip the goodbyes. if i had it my way, i’d turn the car around and runaway, just you and i.
come back to me, it's almost easy
i feel insane every single time i’m asked to compromise
cause i’m afraid & stuck in my ways & that’s the way it stays.
so long did i expect love to outweigh ignorance?
by that look on your face i may have forced the scale to tip.
March 2010
25 posts
flash forward.
if only i could have one.
then i can decide whether or not it’s worth it to go on.
whenever i miss you,
i just think of all the things you did to upset me.
slowly i’ll forgot all the happy memories
& remember only the unpleasant ones.
then i wouldn’t miss you so much anymore.
Yesterday at work,
A gentleman came up to me & passed me a 10 dollar note, saying,
Please, help me keep an eye on my girlfriend, she’s over there, & make sure nothing happens to her. I’ll only be 5 minutes.
At that moment, I thought she was the luckiest girl in the entire world. That’s the kind of the girl I wish I could be. The kind of girl who can find that kind of guy.
All relationships should start at the end.
The bitter end where you think you know all about that person & yet you’re both oceans apart. Time has clouded your vision of the one who once held you captivated. You look into the eyes that, a long time ago were twinkling with surprises & now, all that’s left is a jaded soul.
Both of you might as well be strangers.
If only...
pain sets in
& i don’t cry.
i only feel gravity
& i wonder why.
i have been so dumb.
even the clothes i buy were subconsciously chosen with you in mind.
it just hit me: the tragic realization that everything i did was for you.
i must have been dumb as to believe that you would do the same for me.
a bad dream
i just had a bad dream.
i wake up from a nightmare,
alone in my bed,
to an empty house,
every day,
for the rest of my life.
& it’s about to come true.
i could have been happy
but i choose what’s right instead.
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yeah, its plain to see.
that baby you’re beautiful.
& there’s nothing wrong with you.
it’s me.
i’m a freak
but thanks for loving me
cause you’re doing it perfectly.
there might have been a time when i would let you slip away,
i wouldn’t even try
but i think you could save my life.
trust is like a mirror
you can fix it if it’s broken, but you can still see the crack in that motherfucker’s reflection.
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